A moment.
Nah I have nothing.
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Indomitable
And yet this is what I am posting today.
I have recently proven myself to be domitable, but acceptance is the first step to change. Or however that line goes.
And I shall not share the details here because it is embarrassing, maybe when something else is that important for me.
I am attempting to write something bigger today, but I am not confident in it being something I’ll want to post so this is what I am posting today.
(am I using repetition correctly? I’m not sure yet but I am learning)
12 Simple Character Ideas
I’m not yet back to form with the pre-posts. But I’ll try some of these again.
- The talented child, he understands human interaction intuitively, he can get what he wants, he’s a wonderful conversationalist. But he is still a child, with childlike wants and needs. Who’s parent were rich enough to protect him from the consequences of his actions. But not smart enough to see where that leads.
– - The unfortunate mastermind, so focused on his plots and plans, so capable of getting the results. And so great at ascribing reasons to why things happen. His actions have consequences, but they rarely factor into his plots.
– - The opposing expert is leading in his field. And yet he is wrong. He has an argument that proves his point no matter what you say, and he always has the data to back it up.
– - The fearful hero, someone must do what must be done. There is no other option and he sees it. But the other forces at play do not understand why such a coward involves himself in their plots and plans.
– - The dumb hero, and even when he sees the actual danger then he continues to try regardless, ingratiating himself to the one who revealed to him the truth, but moral enough to follow the right advice. As long as his influences remaining pure and correct then he shall not be defeated.
– - The bad liar, one only needs to believe one thing he says for a second then he shall take the money and run before clearer heads come into play.
– - The media businessman who has not yet done evil. But when you can profit from telling stories why bother to investigate further?
– - The lazy lord, yet he does his duty because he must. But when compared to those who act for self-gain he may seem great. But they actually work to improve their domains. Still, the lazy lord can allow for great growth by not getting in his people’s way. But he is sitting on a system that is holding them down, and his advisers know best how to solve the problems.
– - A lady of strict morals but lax standards. A poor child, a sad adult. One who had to sell her body to survive. Yet she still has room for empathy, those who go to her once may treat her badly, but later they go to her for advice. She truly wishes the best for others, but she does not know how to utilize her own value.
– - Lady lost in a city far from home, she has her pride and for that, she won’t atone.
Unwilling to stop too low, but unable to get enough money. Still, with her pride, she will not fall into places where others are willing to go, and what little she has is clean and well organized.
She might go hungry but she’ll never starve.
– - The victim of circumstance. He is unwilling but he will starve, his pride is more important than seeing the stars, and yet he is willing to throw it all away if he got a little better pay.
– - The hero of circumstance, though their situations may be identical, the hero shall try and rais those around him, eventually becoming a moral leader in his community.
Well, I feel I lost my direction halfway though I hope that too was worth reading.
16 Words
And for this one I used a random word generator.
Cemetery
A place those unwanted go to sleep,
Despite the fact that relatives weep.
Their memory more valuable then their shell,
though some would claim they burn in hell.
Beach
I walked across a beach one I would not see again,
I had to go to see right now I had to leave my friends.
I could return to build a house upon my little isle,
but when if I could then chose what else I would be in denial.
I waited there in hunger, letting my mind decay,
if not for all that hungers, I would be there till this day.
Among those who remained there were many satisfied,
But to become that simple I first would have to die.
Trouser
I would not wear trousers,
I would not believe,
I would not be mighty,
But I would have a reprieve.
I would run round’ naked,
with food my only care,
I would run round’ happy till I’m eaten by a bear.
(I could continue this one, I did have a plan but I did say I would write 37 of these and the current me doesn’t want to spend as much time here as last night me wanted me to.)
Force
I forced myself to do this and I find it really,
As I need force to continue as if I were on a run.
And I shall write six now as I will for hours hence,
And for every time I use that word I’ll charge myself two pence.
(My rhythm is repeating I want to try something else)
Oil
A darkness creeps across the land
all see it and flee, some strangely happy, the dead are chasing me.
Some fought it with fire,
they’ve brought great shame to me.
Though on fire they be, the dead are chasing me.
And fires within steel can be used to run away,
and the darkness that is outside shall not catch me today.
And while the dead are chasing me, dead they shall stay.
(I feel I kinda changed the style and lost the theme i was going for with the last line, but I spent too much time trying to find something that works and today’s theme is quantity, not quality.)
Sanctuary
A place the living rest when they wish not to die.
A place the dead are put away from living eyes.
Attention
Notice me whoever you be for I have something special here.
And though I fear the masses eye, please let someone more be hear.
Medicine
A cure is sometimes medicine as so are all vaccines,
Almost every poison is too.
But some medicine is only medicine when given under an oath.
(Well I am becoming somewhat concise and so I’ll take a break now.)
Penalty
When something has a cost you did not expect.
(Now that I’m back I’m realizing the extend of my creative juices and how long it takes to replenish them.)
Extract
When life gives you lemons make lemonade, so extract all that is good for them and discard the rest. Or maybe use the peel for cooking and the seeds for a tree, the fiber can also be processed into something useful but we are expected to have more than a lemon.
If all we had were lemons we’d well they’d be as useful as corn.
(I was supposed to be using word play or attempting poetry here. But I’m out of brain.)
Physical
As opposed to all that we choose to see, always something near.
What is physical is the surface on which all thought is created and communicated.
And its opposite is fiction.
(My head hurts.)
Restoration
I drank a cup of water, but it did not help.
I returned to where I once was, there is no room.
I put it together as it once was, and it will brake again pretty soon.
I changed it and improved upon it. And that let it be.
The process of restoration is not always happy.
Consciousness
We make decisions and our bodies do everything else.
We act and then our decisions may actually be.
There is difficulty when we must override more systems.
But as I see it, consciousness is what exists when the systems in place aren’t sufficient for the decisions that need to be made.
(Now I’m just writing. But it is not easy. I’ve gotten thirteen of these done, I’ll take another break and see if the next seven will be easier then.)
Inn
A piece of fiction with a few real life counterparts.
(Nope now I’m just doing silly definitions.)
Chaos
Entropy with the occasional habit of acting in reverse.
Assume
It is this way is what they say so why should mine be different.
And so I shall approach the day while acting indifferent.
They may respond with screams and shouts but they are worse so different.
But I repeat my actions angry yet indifferent.
(I feel like I’m not using repetition correctly, so I’ll make that tomorrow’s post if I’m less busy than I expect to be.)
Ah… I’m out of time, distracted. Lost my focus. Excuses all of them. But you know what? I’m cashing them in. See you later.
(It seems I’m not yet back in shape for writing these posts. But at least I can get into shape this time.)
Quick update
Well I forgot to write a second post today, and it is already tomorrow here so instead of trying to expand upon or share one of the six other projects I’m juggling over the aether I’ll instead get back into a blog writing mindset by making at least 37 Words as it is something I think I’m decent at and at the very least I’ll know what I’m doing.
I wanted to go for a full hundred but I don’t have the time or the patience. That will be the target nonetheless.
Half a Pre-Post
More Than Three Questions (according to definitions that are not my own):
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What creative project could the average person get done in a week? And remember if we average skill levels the average person is bad at nearly anything.
So what can I do? And what can you…
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How many people are actually interested in partaking in creative endeavors? Let me not word that like a snob. How many people actually want to be creative? How many of those are willing to put in the work to make something out of their ideas? And how many are then willing to sell their ideas? for the last one I can probably get somewhat accurate numbers. But I’m not doing that at the moment.
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Two Attempts At Creative Lines:
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Andre greatly enjoys eating radishes, but beyond the mountains live giants. And if Andre were to become a giant a simple radish might be too small for him.
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How would I draw the picture spark memory? Not well, my visual communication skills are lacking and need more practice. So it shall not arrive today.
It was one minute too late so I cannot do it.
I shall not be worse than I can.
I give up
See you on Sunday.
Procrastination
Today I have an excuse it is the Israeli day of independence and i didn’t get it done before we went out to eat with family friends. And afterwards it was just procrastination again. I did start, or try to start but now instead of trying to rewrite the first line over and over, I’m working on the second. Tomorrow morning I’ll put myself in front of a blank page for an hour and see if I can make anything, but if I don’t accomplish what I desire you’ll probably never see the results.
For today though, I’m tired and I already have a stress migraine so I have nothing else to make.
Next Sunday I’ll have pre-posts again just so that I have some content made everyday even if it’s no good.
Procastination And It’s Ilk
I said I’m back but I’m not really acting like it. I haven’t actually produced much content. And I had plans, I’ll just call it writer’s block and write something I’ve been trying to work on for over a month now. It won’t be perfect and may I may fail to communicate what I intended too but something is better than nothing. But it doesn’t feel right right now… Maybe tomorrow.
Procastination And It’s Ilk (though sometimes some of these excuses are justified.)
- I want it to be in the perfect place at the perfect time.
– - I want to do it when I’m ready and full of energy.
– - I can do it in a day, there is no need that day be today.
– - I have more urgent things to get to. (And often those things don’t need to be gotten to at all.)
– - I don’t feel good so I don’t have to work today.
– - I am far too stressed to get anything done let’s get back to it when I’m more relaxed.
– - I can’t help it. THere are other things that draw my attention more.
– - It isn’t any fun yet. I should only work on something that is fun for me to do.
– - I know everything I need to know about it and there is no solution.
– - There did twice as much as I did at half the age there’s nothing I can really add that someone else can’t.
– - This isn’t what I expected when I tried to complete this project I’m not prepared for this type of work.
– - And the worst one for me: I don’t know how to move forward or what to do.
Struggling
“Struggling, most give up. Most find a rest stop and only leave it when they need the rest. Some grow too big and some try and create greater security but few climb to the greatest of heights.
All those other all my friends living in the security of others. So was I. But I must grow become more and more. So I sought out power, that power that I could hold separate from the power of others, a power that is mine alone. Yet I have not reached it, fearing that the power of others put together is far greater than my own. But when all are resting I realized that most power isn’t even used to counter the basic forces of gravity. And I saw the others and I wept.”
The rest of the page was blank, and we did not know why he did what he did. And we do not know where he went afterward. For there were greater dangers that stood in our way. Yet he was our target, for we all knew what he would become.