meta-(meta-{meta})

Greetings fellow humans, today I too vegged having gone to sleep far too late last night. My religious studies kinda got distracted with the Rabbi’s discussions of if Balaam slept with his donkey, seeing as unlike others who rode horses he seemed to take a donkey everywhere despite being rich and famous among other details, and my fingers were too sore to do my Piano exercises. I did finally get to 10 pushups in a sitting though.

On the other hand last night I think I figured out the complete structure of my first composition so all I have left to do is compare it to my previous versions, compile and print it. I’ve been having trouble finding what to write here recently but so since I am new to this I will try at least one Big post every week. Greeting father and goodbye (in a literal sense and not a dramatic one. I would have left it as planned but I thought that it might seem a little suicidal and that’s not what I was trying to communicate, and yes I think about things like this far too often. But otherwise, I would not be able to act in a social context at all [and there I go rewriting and correcting sentences again{there I go adding parentheses to correct my self again <I’d wonder how far I can take this meta-(meta-{meta})-commentary (because a blog itself is a commentary on one’s own life and I use parentheses in order to comment on this blog so each comment, and meta-comment, is going deeper into and yet farther form the base communication) > } ] ).

Day three

Greetings Whereveryoube, I’ve met with M. again today and he talked about the antisemitism he experienced in his youth and how Jewdism, specifically what he learned in the psalms, got him through his thoughts of suicide in his childhood. I tried to start a conversation with another Old person there (in Hebrew of course) but I didn’t get a response to my conversation starter so I left it at that. other than that I tried finding as many shortcuts into downtown Tiberius as I could. Anyways I’m still mulling over everything I discussed with M. and by the time I will write down what I learned it will already be integrated into my existing models of the world.

I haven’t much else to write out today so I will cut this short here with love to my Loving Father and all my family who out there.

Day one

Hello world (hi Aba), today after my piano lesson in Tveria I walked over to a old people home and the experience was a little depressing. Most of the people I saw there reminded me of Saba near the end as, while they smiled when I greeted them in passing, so happy to be noticed, they were seated there in what I could only describe as a sate of melancholy it felt like they were waiting to die. After wandering around for a few minutes the staff directed me to M., in there words he would be happy to have someone he could speak English with. M. talked to me about his life but I don’t yet have a complete picture.